Part 1 of this story was posted last week. An explanation of where it came from was posted on the fourteenth of October.
In the Canebrake part 2
Bullfrog and Salali hadn’t been the best pair of substitute parents, but Titus missed them. To be fair, he had been no prize either when they got him. Headstrong; too young to be independent, but determined to be independent anyway.
Titus had spent most of his time with Cotton. He learned Cherokee ways from the slave, the same way Cotton had learned them from Bullfrog when he was a boy.
“Was Francesca in your group?” Titus asked.
“Your wife? Why would she be with us? She wasn’t Cherokee.”
“The soldiers took her anyway.”
“That’s why you’re following?” Titus nodded. Cotton said, “I never saw her, but there were several groups that moved out at different times. She might have been in a different group.”
“Okay,” Titus said, swallowing his disappointment. “Don’t matter, I’ll still find her.”
Cotton bustled about the fire, pulling something out of the ashes. It was meat, long, slender, cylindrical. Snake. Titus didn’t mind snakes, as long as they were dead. And if they were dead, you might as well eat them. When Cotton started to tear it with his fingers, Titus said, “Don’t you have a knife?”
“Got nothing. I should have kept the shovel, but it seemed too much trouble.”
Titus went to his horse and took a knife out of his saddlebag. “Keep it,” he said as he handed it over. “I’ve got another one.” Cotton grunted his thanks and split the snake. It tasted like squirrel, and it was as welcome as a feast.
Except for munching, they ate in silence. Titus hadn’t seen Cotton in a couple of years, and the time showed in extra wrinkles. It was good to see him again.
Titus had been born to a German father who had died too soon, adopted by a Cherokee father who had not been able to handle him, and had learned most of what he knew from this black slave. Only he wasn’t really that black.
“Cotton,” he said, “how come you’re so pale?”
The older man said, “Shit!”, and grinned. He wouldn’t have answered that question for anybody else, but he had known Titus all the boy’s life, and had known and respected his real parents before that.
“It’s a long story, passed down,” he said. “My mother’s mother’s mother was a pale, good lookin’ woman. I suppose she had some white in her, I don’t know how much. Her master caught her one day in the fields and that’s how my granny came about. She was half white plus whatever her mother already was.
“My granny got sold to her master’s cousin, and he caught her out when she was washin’ clothes in the creek. That’s how my mother got to be three-quarters white, and then some.
“She got sold too, when she was still young. She grew up to be a rare, beautiful woman, mama did, so they made her a house slave and she had six of us. She never got married, but the boss’s son spent a lot of time in her room, so we all came out pale as cotton. That’s how I got my name.
“He kept my sisters and sold me to Bullfrog.”
Titus said, “I always wondered.”
Cotton shook his head, not so much angry as bemused. He said, “Hell, I’m whiter than half the so-called white people in Tennessee, for all the good it does me.”
Titus was quiet for a while, then stated the obvious, “So you’re going north to freedom. How far you going to go?”
“How far would you go?”
Titus chuckled. “Cotton, if you want my advice, keep walking north ’til your feet freeze to the ground. Then thaw them out and go further.”
“Sounds right.”
“You going to stay black, or pass for white?”
“What do you think? If I say I’m a free negro, what’ll that get me? If I say I’m white, they’ll treat me like a man.
“I’m going to find me a poor, good-lookin’ white woman, and we’re going to have a batch of pale colored kids. And I’m never going to tell her. And I’m never going to let my kids know that their daddy started out life as a nigger.”
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The night wore on. There were worse things than bogles in the night around the two of them.
For Titus, there were soldiers; men, true enough, but full of evil intent. They were of his own people, his own white race, his own nation, but they had come for the Cherokees that his parents had devoted their lives to — that he had lived his life among. They had come for them and had carried them away, out of a country which had been theirs since before the white men ever came, and toward a land none of them had ever seen.
And for Cotton, there were men who looked like Titus — looked like Cotton, near enough, though they would never acknowledge it — men who would take him into captivity and sell his body as if it had no soul. As if he were not almost entirely white. As if some of those soldiers were not at least as black as he was — but don’t say it! They would kill you if you said it.
And what if Cotton had been all black, not mostly white. And what if Titus were a Cherokee, instead of Scots and German. And what if those soldiers were as white as they claimed to be. What then? Would it matter? Really matter?
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So the wind made its noises in the canebrake, and the trees moaned. So Titus’s eyes were wide in a white face and Cotton’s eyes were wide in an almost-white face. So the waterhorses frolicked in the swamp, and the moccasins slithered through the stagnant water, and the frogs croaked like the toads of Armageddon.
So the darkness was filled with all the fearful creatures out of Scotland — and out of Africa as well, for that matter. Cotton, too, would have his own demons, brought with his people from their old home across the ocean, and now hiding in the canebrake with the bogles, and the soldiers, and the rattlesnakes.
Even if it weren’t All Hallow’s Eve — even if the barriers between Earth and Hell had not thinned and broken — they might as well have.
Cotton raised his cup and drank the tea made of herbs he had found in the swamp. He handed it across the fire, and Titus’s lips touched the same cup as he drank the same liquid. Cotton said, “In the morning I go north.”
Titus replied, “In the morning I go west.”
They would not meet again. They both knew it, but neither said so.
Fire and death and the hangman. The slave catchers and the block. They are all real, but a man goes on.
Still, it had been good to see Cotton one more time.
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Not a Halloween story, you say? No ghosts? I disagree.
These wraiths of fiction never lived, and the men of that era who did live are long gone to wherever souls go. But they still haunt us today, and they will probably haunt our children as well.
Check back in January or February of 2027. There’s a book you’ll want to read, that talks about race and slavery and half-breeds. You see . . .
Your Redneck Granny has a Secret
. . . and you can read what that secret is. But I’ll bet you have already guessed.
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